An Emotional Game II: Fighting Spirit
Sunday, September 25th, 2005I describe fighting spirit as an emotion. It is the feeling that will not let us connect unless absolutely necessary. It is what gives us the direction of play.
I’ve begun reading “The Direction of Play” by Takeo Kajiwara. I’ve realized that I’ve already been playing my openings as he describes. I had to think a bit on it, but I’ve come to the decision that my fighting spirit is the drive behind this play.
I must admit that it takes a beginner a long time to understand the givev and take required in the opening. Many people say that you should allow your opponent to have some territory - that one of the problems with beginners is that they believe the whole board is theirs and that any of the opponents’ stones must be eliminated.
I disagree with what the “many people” say. I think this is the wonderful thing about beginners. What most people must not realize is that there is a development process.
I mentioned that one element of beginners is that they believe the whole board is theirs. Dispense first with the “kill everything” notion: the problem beginners have is that they don’t know what can’t be killed, nor what isn’t worth killing… these notions can be learned only through play and tsumego.
Now return to “the whole board is theirs.” This statement is more profound. “Who owns the empty board?” It is a koan, but my answer is “you, the player.” My fighting spirit dictates that, before the first move is played, I have 361 points. Why is this important? Because the one starting with 180 points is not trying to win.








